i've tried to just keep scrubbing the filth from the center of the sink, a mix of blood from my mouth and deposits of unused toothpaste and snot blown into and immediately flushed away and the drooping of my melted eyes from looking too long into the same-but-opposite person inside the bathroom medicine cabinet mirror and when the bleach hits the chipped away parts of the porcelain i get the sense that it burns but i can't feel it. |